Walking Is Still Honest

I sat in Panera for about two hours just reading from my literature book and writing responses for english today. Its odd that being home i get nothing accomplished yet i can go to a upscale deli with a atmosphere thats completely manufactured around getting people to come spend hours just sitting eating and spending money and i can do exactly what i set out to do. Im distracted too easily. Theres a certain clarity i can acheive at times, its hard to reach, harder to explain i suppose; everything just clicks. It can be such a high, like when the entire band syncs in and you know you have something. I miss that.
I miss clarity.